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Messed Up Mind [prod. Alx]

from Don't Show by Ghost Boy

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messed up mind
/ˌmest ˈʌpmʌɪnd/
adjecive
perverted or damaged state of the mind, the element of a person that enables them to be aware of the world and their experiences, to think, and to feel; the faculty of consciousness and thought.

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My head is heavy, it's hurting now
don't even know what the fuck I'm blurting now
Can't tell reality from the surreal
I see all my demons returning now
Not been closed in four days, eyes are burning now
Don't know when or what ate, stomach's churning now
My room smells of blood, but wait just to me
Only sounds there is is "thud", again just to me

YEAH I GOT A MESSED UP MIND!

I like to see my blood, and oh taste it too
Cutting myself open, I make haste into
Maybe I made a monster, and faced it too
Or maybe I am the monster, I just faced into
The mirror
Talking metaphorically
The mirror, looking directly into my soul
Strangling a human to death, one of my life goals
Self harm for depression? Pussy shit
I just like the pain, so I do this shit
Art supplies, an apt disguise
For all my sharp little friends I use to dice
Pieces of my flesh since the 8th grade
Watching myself get stitches never made me afraid
And I cannot make this up every bit is true
Guess I'm a sociopath, gore makes me drool

IT'S TRUE I GOT A MESSED UP MIND!

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from Don't Show, released December 12, 2018

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