She said she saw hope in my eyes
Didn't know, it was just a disguise
Is everything I do real? Or am i full of lies?
As I realise
I've made some, real lies
Where lies
Every single one of my many insecurities
Guess I need a quarantine
Ye Jo likh di Hai zindagi
Beato pe yahi le aunga mai
shayar se rapper ban jaunga Mai
Shayad se rapper ban jaunga Mai
Instagram ki stories me khaaunga Mai
Laakho karodo me gaaunga Mai
Logo me jaana bhi jaaunga mai
Ya fir koi degree pakad ke hilaunga Mai?
Clients ke liye maraunga Mai?
Gumnaami me hi mar jaunga Mai?
Kise pata, huh?
Kise pata Hai?
Kise pata?
Bol kise pata Hai?
'Gar tujhe pata Hai ki kise pata Hai
To pata pata karke
Usise pooch-
Ab tujhe pata Hai
Par tujhe pata bhi Hai to kabhi mujhe batana nahi
Mere, saamne laana nahi, Mera Sach
Khud se hi bhaagu
Fir khud me doob ke karna chahu answers search
Kuch mile na
I come out empty handed Everytime
But not giving up, one more time
Gimme one more time
Khud se bas yahi hi bolu mai
and my girl worried, "khudh ka dhyaan kyu nahi rakhte ho"
Now she mad, "itna nhi Kar sakte ho?"
Ab kaise samjhau use
Ha, kaise samjhau tumhe khud ko m zinda rakh raha yahi kaafi hai
drame ni Kar raha na maangni koi maafi hai
Poori is duniya ko maangni maafi hai,
Mujhse
Khud se
Maangu m maafi bas khud se
Chahiye ni mujhe kuch tujhse
Khud me hi poora m khud se
Ye rhyme bana rha m khud se
Meta line bhi ye likh daali khud se
Bhale hi kuch bhi m kar kyu na paau
Par wo bhi m karunga khud se
Ha Roz hi m ladunga khud se
Jab bhi marunga m khud se
Bas Ek aur din
Ek aur rhyme
Ek aur sin
Ek aur crime
Khudhi ki zidagi ki mohlat maangu m khud se
Aasani se marne walo me se nahi hu, khud ko samjhaau m khud se
Lage baate suicidal par Mai nahi
Chup chap sa rehta m na kahi
Dil ki koi baat kabhi na kahin,
Bas phone pe tap m karta jaau fir mic pe wahi nikaal du poora
Beats pe use laga ke fir internet pe daal du poora,
Apna sach
yeah this is my life
My dark thoughts.